OrphansSong

Finished purging pretty much everything on here from the past. Figured it was time I moved on from all negativity in that part of my life. It was... hard to read through all of it again though. Part of me wishes I didn't. At the same time I'm glad I did. I haven't exactly conquered my depression or changed who I am completely from so long ago. But I'm resolute to be different now. No more waiting around for someone to save me. Independence, for me, is a hard concept to fully grasp. I think I'll manage some how... EDIT: Oh, I did keep that one reminder of a week before I came home from China. I think... from that point was where I truly

Two years now since I last visited and really did anything. I don't know why I keep coming on here, I don't exactly draw, well. And my compositions for poetry... are lacking, in my person belief. My stories? Complex and mired with twists to a fault while lacking key components only I know. Still, there is something here in DA that... is familiar to me. A warm feeling, even though I don't quite understand it. It could just be the community of artists behind this place, each one with a dream and hope for a better tomorrow. Me? I'm not sure where I stand. However, I do know that looking back on my older entries here... I find it... odd. I